[ It's way too early for him to be up but Killia really couldn't sleep anymore, not with being reminded of his dream earlier this week every time he did. If he was alone he'd have gone to cook something, or maybe even train in the dojo. But he wasn't alone when he slept anymore, he hadn't been for a whole week now.
He was sure he could slip out of the other man's arms if he needed to, cover him with a blanket so he wouldn't wake without the warmth of his wings, but he was content here.
When he's the only one awake it's easier to be more forward and honest with himself. Well, it helps that Mikazuki can't distract him with well, being himself. Tentatively he reaches out to lightly brush the other man's face, enjoying the simple feeling of being close to someone again even if felt different this time.]
[ Note to self: don't touch someone (however lovingly) and expect them to stay asleep.]
Good morning-- I didn't mean to wake you, sorry. It's early still. [ One day he'll be better at this, but for now he kind of leaves his hand there as it's being nuzzled.]
I-I see. Mikazuki I... [ See a couple of people had told him to talk about his feelings with the sword spirit. And to be honest, there was something Killia had decided he wanted to tell him too, something he felt like he needed to tell him. But he's completely lost that train of thought now, and the only thing he can think to do is to reciprocate.
Which he does, or tries to anyway because trying to kiss Mikazuki's hand from the position he's in is a bit hard to do. So he might overcompensate and lean a bit too far in, and kind of wind up kissing him on the face instead.]
[ Mikazuki laughs a little and honestly, it's really adorable when he's just kissed on the face. He tilts his head so he can very much capture Killia's lips in the next moment, because he just took it as an invitation to do exactly that. Maybe it's because there's also the unconscious thought that he may not have a chance to do this again.
So he's going to be milking it while he still can. He hopes that Killia can forgive him for continuing these bold strings of actions. He wonders... what his Master would think to see him like this now... ]
[ Mikazuki, do you really think he remembers what he was going to say now.
It takes him a moment to realize what's happening, and he's never blushed this hard in his life. Even all of the ridiculous things Seraphina's tried to do (and say) don't come anywhere close.
And he finds himself reciprocating the gesture, however brief, his lips returning the kiss in kind. It's all he can bear before he just nuzzles into the other man's shoulder.]
Mmn. [ He's afraid his heart might beat out of his chest. He's afraid of all these emotions he doesn't understand, but that he selfishly doesn't want to let go of either.]
Mine too. You're better at this than me... [ He's quiet for a bit, trying to sort out the mix of emotions in his head. Eventually he finds his center again, though he's still very much red. He hasn't moved from this position of hiding in the other man's clothes, but he does try to find his hand to hold. They're closer than they've ever been right now, but he still wants that comfort.]
Sorry I feel all... [ Happy, warm, embarassed, and a million other things.]
...I can? [ That gets him to lift his head up from the other man's clothes, though he just nuzzles into the crook of his neck instead.
There's something he wants to say, something he really wants to say but he can't. Instead he'll say something else he holds close, maybe he'll have the nerve tomorrow.]
Do you remember when we spoke weeks ago about overload abilities? I used to have one... Alma Ice Sculpture. It let me freeze time for a few seconds, that's why I mentioned that then.
...I've never told anyone about this, not even Christo.
[ Mikazuki begins to just run his fingers through Killia's hair. Mikazuki feels so happy... he is sure that nothing can get better than this. ]
I do remember that, yes, and that is fine with me. Freezing time for a little bit of time sounds nice... maybe it means I will be able to have grabbed all the snacks before everyone at home, ha ha ha.
[ He's surprised to hear that honestly, because of everything Mikazuki's told him about time. It's a relief, and his small smile shows it. Maybe there were other things he could tell him too, though it's probably better to start off small. He's been so used to just not talking with anyone about his past that it's hard, but he wants to try.
But first:]
You know I'll make you any kind of food you want, right? I'll make enough so you don't need to worry about things like that.
[ He's going to nuzzle him a bit to try to emphasize his point.]
[ Mikazuki isn't expecting Killia to say something like that, because what he had said was mostly in jest. So here's sitting here, blinking, but he doesn't have the heart to say now that Killia has offered so wholeheartedly...
The dark-haired male could only manage to smile as he felt him nuzzle up against him, and in turn, ran his fingers through Killia's unkempt hair. ]
I suppose I'll never have to worry about going hungry when you're around, hm~?
... Thank you, Killia. You've always been quite kind to me.
Yeah, I'll take care of you. [ Despite all the thoughts running through his mind, he's slipped (at least for the moment) into a relaxed state, eyes closed against the other man's chest and wings lax. Unconsciously he's finding that he likes when Mikazuki runs his hands through his hair, which he interprets as pets, the sensation completely new to him. Maybe that's why he liked it so much, because it was something he shared with no one else, just like the kiss.]
I think maybe I'm finally beginning to understand what my master said about my heart... [ Lieze had given him one, but it was still a heart plagued by darkness and doubts. But right now, Killia finally feels that for the first time, it might be possible to overcome it.]
[ For a moment, Killia's words... that he'll take care of him makes his heart leap. He could almost cry. ]
That it was a big and beautiful heart that knew how to love someone so kindly?
[ Mikazuki smiled to himself, in a voice that sounded so heartwarming, and yet oh-so-glad as well. There was a bit of tease in there as well, all in all...truly earnest. ]
[ That definately gets him to blush again, along with a small almost high pitched noise. It's more about the word love than anything else, and it's not really a bad thing. Just surprising, because he finds he can't really deny it.]
N-No he never said anything like that. I think...he might be proud of me though for finally starting to get it.
...I always feel different around you so I think maybe-
You think maybe...maybe what? Killia, are you alright?
[ Mikazuki blinked and couldn't help the smile that lingered on his face regardless. Why did Killia have to be so adorable? It was practically a crime (not really). ]
Could it be, you wanted to say something a little more...scandalous?
[ Alright, he couldn't help himself, sorry Killia. ]
[ If the muffled sounds coming from the layers of cloth are any indication, Mikazuki may be committing a murder right now. But not saying anything is making this worse, so he picks his head up even though he's all kinds of red right now.]
I've wanted to kiss you for a while... [ He just. was determined to sit on it for hundreds of years. again.
And yes this counts as scandalous to him because romance was the farthest thing from his mind and he is not cut out for this when it involves actual feelings.]
[ Now, if Mikazuki had expected something that was not it. He laughed a little lightly at the cute sounds Killia was making in embarrassment. He felt very privileged to be hearing any of this, honestly.. ]
Then I'm glad that you had the chance. You certainly deserved it.
...me too. [ Just hearing that is a relief, he's so new to all of this and the support helps a lot. He settles back down and yawns, all these feelings are tiring. But before he sleeps again he has one question.]
Is there something you've wanted to say or do? [ He kinda doubts it because he looks at Mikazuki as so poised when it comes to things like this.]
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Week 4 | Thursday Morning
Date: 2017-02-23 07:17 pm (UTC)He was sure he could slip out of the other man's arms if he needed to, cover him with a blanket so he wouldn't wake without the warmth of his wings, but he was content here.
When he's the only one awake it's easier to be more forward and honest with himself. Well, it helps that Mikazuki can't distract him with well, being himself. Tentatively he reaches out to lightly brush the other man's face, enjoying the simple feeling of being close to someone again even if felt different this time.]
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Date: 2017-02-23 07:44 pm (UTC)...Mmm. Good morning.
[ His eyes open and gaze upon Killia softly. ]
i can count weeks right
Date: 2017-02-23 11:02 pm (UTC)Good morning-- I didn't mean to wake you, sorry. It's early still. [ One day he'll be better at this, but for now he kind of leaves his hand there as it's being nuzzled.]
/pat pat
Date: 2017-02-24 12:54 am (UTC)[ Mikazuki keeps his smile and then turn his head to sleepily try to kiss at Killia's hand. Sorry, he's feeling a bit affectionate right now. ]
See?
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Date: 2017-02-24 01:57 am (UTC)I-I see. Mikazuki I... [ See a couple of people had told him to talk about his feelings with the sword spirit. And to be honest, there was something Killia had decided he wanted to tell him too, something he felt like he needed to tell him. But he's completely lost that train of thought now, and the only thing he can think to do is to reciprocate.
Which he does, or tries to anyway because trying to kiss Mikazuki's hand from the position he's in is a bit hard to do. So he might overcompensate and lean a bit too far in, and kind of wind up kissing him on the face instead.]
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Date: 2017-02-24 02:42 am (UTC)[ Mikazuki laughs a little and honestly, it's really adorable when he's just kissed on the face. He tilts his head so he can very much capture Killia's lips in the next moment, because he just took it as an invitation to do exactly that. Maybe it's because there's also the unconscious thought that he may not have a chance to do this again.
So he's going to be milking it while he still can. He hopes that Killia can forgive him for continuing these bold strings of actions. He wonders... what his Master would think to see him like this now... ]
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Date: 2017-02-24 03:17 am (UTC)It takes him a moment to realize what's happening, and he's never blushed this hard in his life. Even all of the ridiculous things Seraphina's tried to do (and say) don't come anywhere close.
And he finds himself reciprocating the gesture, however brief, his lips returning the kiss in kind. It's all he can bear before he just nuzzles into the other man's shoulder.]
Mmn. [ He's afraid his heart might beat out of his chest. He's afraid of all these emotions he doesn't understand, but that he selfishly doesn't want to let go of either.]
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Date: 2017-02-24 03:49 am (UTC)[ Mikazuki gently began to run his fingers through the other male's hair as he allowed him to nuzzle into his shoulder. ]
I'm glad that you are the one who took my first kiss. Ahh... that wasn't very romantic-sounding, was it? Hahaha...
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Date: 2017-02-24 02:04 pm (UTC)Mine too. You're better at this than me... [ He's quiet for a bit, trying to sort out the mix of emotions in his head. Eventually he finds his center again, though he's still very much red. He hasn't moved from this position of hiding in the other man's clothes, but he does try to find his hand to hold. They're closer than they've ever been right now, but he still wants that comfort.]
Sorry I feel all... [ Happy, warm, embarassed, and a million other things.]
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Date: 2017-02-25 11:52 pm (UTC)[ Mikazuki laughs gently again, though, showing that he doesn't quite mind it. ]
You can always be like that with me and I won't mind at all.
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Date: 2017-02-26 04:23 am (UTC)There's something he wants to say, something he really wants to say but he can't. Instead he'll say something else he holds close, maybe he'll have the nerve tomorrow.]
Do you remember when we spoke weeks ago about overload abilities? I used to have one... Alma Ice Sculpture. It let me freeze time for a few seconds, that's why I mentioned that then.
...I've never told anyone about this, not even Christo.
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Date: 2017-02-26 07:27 pm (UTC)[ Mikazuki begins to just run his fingers through Killia's hair. Mikazuki feels so happy... he is sure that nothing can get better than this. ]
I do remember that, yes, and that is fine with me. Freezing time for a little bit of time sounds nice... maybe it means I will be able to have grabbed all the snacks before everyone at home, ha ha ha.
[ Mikazuki pls. ]
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Date: 2017-02-26 07:52 pm (UTC)[ He's surprised to hear that honestly, because of everything Mikazuki's told him about time. It's a relief, and his small smile shows it. Maybe there were other things he could tell him too, though it's probably better to start off small. He's been so used to just not talking with anyone about his past that it's hard, but he wants to try.
But first:]
You know I'll make you any kind of food you want, right? I'll make enough so you don't need to worry about things like that.
[ He's going to nuzzle him a bit to try to emphasize his point.]
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Date: 2017-03-01 03:38 am (UTC)The dark-haired male could only manage to smile as he felt him nuzzle up against him, and in turn, ran his fingers through Killia's unkempt hair. ]
I suppose I'll never have to worry about going hungry when you're around, hm~?
... Thank you, Killia. You've always been quite kind to me.
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Date: 2017-03-01 04:34 am (UTC)I think maybe I'm finally beginning to understand what my master said about my heart... [ Lieze had given him one, but it was still a heart plagued by darkness and doubts. But right now, Killia finally feels that for the first time, it might be possible to overcome it.]
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Date: 2017-03-01 05:33 pm (UTC)That it was a big and beautiful heart that knew how to love someone so kindly?
[ Mikazuki smiled to himself, in a voice that sounded so heartwarming, and yet oh-so-glad as well. There was a bit of tease in there as well, all in all...truly earnest. ]
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Date: 2017-03-01 07:44 pm (UTC)N-No he never said anything like that. I think...he might be proud of me though for finally starting to get it.
...I always feel different around you so I think maybe-
[ Back to living in Mikazuki's clothes again.]
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Date: 2017-03-02 01:17 am (UTC)[ Mikazuki blinked and couldn't help the smile that lingered on his face regardless. Why did Killia have to be so adorable? It was practically a crime (not really). ]
Could it be, you wanted to say something a little more...scandalous?
[ Alright, he couldn't help himself, sorry Killia. ]
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Date: 2017-03-02 01:55 am (UTC)I've wanted to kiss you for a while... [ He just. was determined to sit on it for hundreds of years. again.
And yes this counts as scandalous to him because romance was the farthest thing from his mind and he is not cut out for this when it involves actual feelings.]
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Date: 2017-03-02 04:58 am (UTC)Then I'm glad that you had the chance. You certainly deserved it.
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Date: 2017-03-02 02:00 pm (UTC)Is there something you've wanted to say or do? [ He kinda doubts it because he looks at Mikazuki as so poised when it comes to things like this.]