...I can? [ That gets him to lift his head up from the other man's clothes, though he just nuzzles into the crook of his neck instead.
There's something he wants to say, something he really wants to say but he can't. Instead he'll say something else he holds close, maybe he'll have the nerve tomorrow.]
Do you remember when we spoke weeks ago about overload abilities? I used to have one... Alma Ice Sculpture. It let me freeze time for a few seconds, that's why I mentioned that then.
...I've never told anyone about this, not even Christo.
[ Mikazuki begins to just run his fingers through Killia's hair. Mikazuki feels so happy... he is sure that nothing can get better than this. ]
I do remember that, yes, and that is fine with me. Freezing time for a little bit of time sounds nice... maybe it means I will be able to have grabbed all the snacks before everyone at home, ha ha ha.
[ He's surprised to hear that honestly, because of everything Mikazuki's told him about time. It's a relief, and his small smile shows it. Maybe there were other things he could tell him too, though it's probably better to start off small. He's been so used to just not talking with anyone about his past that it's hard, but he wants to try.
But first:]
You know I'll make you any kind of food you want, right? I'll make enough so you don't need to worry about things like that.
[ He's going to nuzzle him a bit to try to emphasize his point.]
[ Mikazuki isn't expecting Killia to say something like that, because what he had said was mostly in jest. So here's sitting here, blinking, but he doesn't have the heart to say now that Killia has offered so wholeheartedly...
The dark-haired male could only manage to smile as he felt him nuzzle up against him, and in turn, ran his fingers through Killia's unkempt hair. ]
I suppose I'll never have to worry about going hungry when you're around, hm~?
... Thank you, Killia. You've always been quite kind to me.
Yeah, I'll take care of you. [ Despite all the thoughts running through his mind, he's slipped (at least for the moment) into a relaxed state, eyes closed against the other man's chest and wings lax. Unconsciously he's finding that he likes when Mikazuki runs his hands through his hair, which he interprets as pets, the sensation completely new to him. Maybe that's why he liked it so much, because it was something he shared with no one else, just like the kiss.]
I think maybe I'm finally beginning to understand what my master said about my heart... [ Lieze had given him one, but it was still a heart plagued by darkness and doubts. But right now, Killia finally feels that for the first time, it might be possible to overcome it.]
[ For a moment, Killia's words... that he'll take care of him makes his heart leap. He could almost cry. ]
That it was a big and beautiful heart that knew how to love someone so kindly?
[ Mikazuki smiled to himself, in a voice that sounded so heartwarming, and yet oh-so-glad as well. There was a bit of tease in there as well, all in all...truly earnest. ]
[ That definately gets him to blush again, along with a small almost high pitched noise. It's more about the word love than anything else, and it's not really a bad thing. Just surprising, because he finds he can't really deny it.]
N-No he never said anything like that. I think...he might be proud of me though for finally starting to get it.
...I always feel different around you so I think maybe-
You think maybe...maybe what? Killia, are you alright?
[ Mikazuki blinked and couldn't help the smile that lingered on his face regardless. Why did Killia have to be so adorable? It was practically a crime (not really). ]
Could it be, you wanted to say something a little more...scandalous?
[ Alright, he couldn't help himself, sorry Killia. ]
[ If the muffled sounds coming from the layers of cloth are any indication, Mikazuki may be committing a murder right now. But not saying anything is making this worse, so he picks his head up even though he's all kinds of red right now.]
I've wanted to kiss you for a while... [ He just. was determined to sit on it for hundreds of years. again.
And yes this counts as scandalous to him because romance was the farthest thing from his mind and he is not cut out for this when it involves actual feelings.]
[ Now, if Mikazuki had expected something that was not it. He laughed a little lightly at the cute sounds Killia was making in embarrassment. He felt very privileged to be hearing any of this, honestly.. ]
Then I'm glad that you had the chance. You certainly deserved it.
...me too. [ Just hearing that is a relief, he's so new to all of this and the support helps a lot. He settles back down and yawns, all these feelings are tiring. But before he sleeps again he has one question.]
Is there something you've wanted to say or do? [ He kinda doubts it because he looks at Mikazuki as so poised when it comes to things like this.]
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Date: 2017-02-25 11:52 pm (UTC)[ Mikazuki laughs gently again, though, showing that he doesn't quite mind it. ]
You can always be like that with me and I won't mind at all.
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Date: 2017-02-26 04:23 am (UTC)There's something he wants to say, something he really wants to say but he can't. Instead he'll say something else he holds close, maybe he'll have the nerve tomorrow.]
Do you remember when we spoke weeks ago about overload abilities? I used to have one... Alma Ice Sculpture. It let me freeze time for a few seconds, that's why I mentioned that then.
...I've never told anyone about this, not even Christo.
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Date: 2017-02-26 07:27 pm (UTC)[ Mikazuki begins to just run his fingers through Killia's hair. Mikazuki feels so happy... he is sure that nothing can get better than this. ]
I do remember that, yes, and that is fine with me. Freezing time for a little bit of time sounds nice... maybe it means I will be able to have grabbed all the snacks before everyone at home, ha ha ha.
[ Mikazuki pls. ]
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Date: 2017-02-26 07:52 pm (UTC)[ He's surprised to hear that honestly, because of everything Mikazuki's told him about time. It's a relief, and his small smile shows it. Maybe there were other things he could tell him too, though it's probably better to start off small. He's been so used to just not talking with anyone about his past that it's hard, but he wants to try.
But first:]
You know I'll make you any kind of food you want, right? I'll make enough so you don't need to worry about things like that.
[ He's going to nuzzle him a bit to try to emphasize his point.]
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Date: 2017-03-01 03:38 am (UTC)The dark-haired male could only manage to smile as he felt him nuzzle up against him, and in turn, ran his fingers through Killia's unkempt hair. ]
I suppose I'll never have to worry about going hungry when you're around, hm~?
... Thank you, Killia. You've always been quite kind to me.
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Date: 2017-03-01 04:34 am (UTC)I think maybe I'm finally beginning to understand what my master said about my heart... [ Lieze had given him one, but it was still a heart plagued by darkness and doubts. But right now, Killia finally feels that for the first time, it might be possible to overcome it.]
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Date: 2017-03-01 05:33 pm (UTC)That it was a big and beautiful heart that knew how to love someone so kindly?
[ Mikazuki smiled to himself, in a voice that sounded so heartwarming, and yet oh-so-glad as well. There was a bit of tease in there as well, all in all...truly earnest. ]
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Date: 2017-03-01 07:44 pm (UTC)N-No he never said anything like that. I think...he might be proud of me though for finally starting to get it.
...I always feel different around you so I think maybe-
[ Back to living in Mikazuki's clothes again.]
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Date: 2017-03-02 01:17 am (UTC)[ Mikazuki blinked and couldn't help the smile that lingered on his face regardless. Why did Killia have to be so adorable? It was practically a crime (not really). ]
Could it be, you wanted to say something a little more...scandalous?
[ Alright, he couldn't help himself, sorry Killia. ]
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Date: 2017-03-02 01:55 am (UTC)I've wanted to kiss you for a while... [ He just. was determined to sit on it for hundreds of years. again.
And yes this counts as scandalous to him because romance was the farthest thing from his mind and he is not cut out for this when it involves actual feelings.]
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Date: 2017-03-02 04:58 am (UTC)Then I'm glad that you had the chance. You certainly deserved it.
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Date: 2017-03-02 02:00 pm (UTC)Is there something you've wanted to say or do? [ He kinda doubts it because he looks at Mikazuki as so poised when it comes to things like this.]