[ He's not really sure what to say, so he just blurts out the first response that comes to mind.]
She tried to tell me I wasn't a real demon when we first talked, she does whatever she wants regardless of anyone else. [ He desperately wants to say that she's stupid, ridiculous and a whole bunch of other things but it would just feed into the fire that's growing in his chest. And while maybe he could use that later, that wouldn't help anything right now.]
I don't care what you are, I'd like you no matter what. [ There's a nuance on the word 'like', something that just kind of slipped out even if it should be obvious by now. It probably helps make it more so that he holds him closer, up against his heart.]
That she does. I think I let it get to me since it was a stressful day, now that I think about it. If she and you talk about it sometime in the future and she's asking why I was upset at that time... could you ask her to approach me about it? I wasn't in the proper form to speak to her about it then.
[ For some reason, right now, he felt a little nervous. He wondered, a little, what could happen, if Killia had pulled away and looked up at him. The demon's words very much struck a chord within him, and he was tempted to close that gap in the form of physical affection.
So now, he was entirely glad that Killia had clung to him now, so he didn't see the redness that came to his cheeks. ]
Ah... Killia, by the way, thank you for what you've said. It's really--that's important for me to hear it, especially from my most important person here.
[ Killia can't see the smile, but he hears the shift in tone and that's good. He's glad he was able to help, and he sighs out of relief.]
I'll tell her. [ He shifts a bit, realizing now just how close he was holding the other man. He didn't want to make him uncomfortable, but he did like holding him so he compromises in the middle somewhere relaxing his hold a bit.]
Don't mention it I- [ As weird as it is, though he's realized it himself it's different to say so aloud.] I feel the same.
I- [ Well Killia has no idea what's happening and he's certainly blushing, which he can't really hide right now. If he wasn't still laying in bed, he'd definitely have fallen backwards too, but he does manage to flare his wings a bit out of nervousness. But this is a good thing, he thinks, it has to be because Mikazuki is smiling and that makes him happy in and of itself. The other man's smile is infectious too, even if he's pretty confused.]
Am I supposed to do something back? [ Because when someone hugs you, he knows that you're supposed to hug them back. But when someone nuzzles your nose....???]
Oh, sorry. [ So he is supposed to do it back so then--he nuzzles the other man's nose but is more enthusiastic about it because he feels embarassed for not knowing what to do before. He is also not the best at this so he kinda winds up just nuzzling Mikazuki's face in general from his nose, to his cheeks and lips.]
[ Mikazuki actually kind of laughs-- it sounds a little light-hearted as expected and it is as if he is ticklish or some such nonsense. Whatever the case, he's surely enjoying it. ]
Killia, haha-- you're really the best. This is one of the reasons why I love you so much, hahaha...
[ For a moment he's not here, in this awful place which reminded him too much of Cryoblood, but he's back in the meadows of Flowerful. Back where he was happy and whole and he had a purpose besides living for the sole purpose of killing someone else. The laughter is different sure, but that doesn't matter. He likes the sound just as much, maybe more even.
He doesn't know what he's doing, and every thought in his head is telling him he shouldn't have let it get this far. But he feels warm inside, and even though it's entirely selfish, it's much too late to turn back. For now he just wants to hold onto this feeling for as long as he can.
It's as he snaps back to the present that he hears that phrase, it's one he's heard before actually. But it sounds so different now, it feels so different. He doesn't know how to respond, doesn't even know if he could get out a word if he tried. So instead of trying to say anything, he just closes his eyes and leans against the other man's forehead, a faint blush on his cheeks.]
[ Mikazuki doesn't know what Killia is thinking, but he supposes that if he and him were to be in this relationship ... well, it still technically wasn't one as of yet, was it? But at the same time, he was sure it was something. He can't help but give the man a smile, who was blushing so surely now.
Let's stay here for a little while. [ There's so many thoughts in his mind, but he knows for certain that right now in this moment, he's happy. He spreads out his wings, consciously this time, and wraps them both up tight. His arms wrap around the other man too, without any of the hesitation he's shown in the past. They're still very close but he likes it this way, even moreso that he's finally being honest with himself. ]
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Date: 2017-02-20 06:22 am (UTC)She tried to tell me I wasn't a real demon when we first talked, she does whatever she wants regardless of anyone else. [ He desperately wants to say that she's stupid, ridiculous and a whole bunch of other things but it would just feed into the fire that's growing in his chest. And while maybe he could use that later, that wouldn't help anything right now.]
I don't care what you are, I'd like you no matter what. [ There's a nuance on the word 'like', something that just kind of slipped out even if it should be obvious by now. It probably helps make it more so that he holds him closer, up against his heart.]
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Date: 2017-02-20 07:11 pm (UTC)That she does. I think I let it get to me since it was a stressful day, now that I think about it. If she and you talk about it sometime in the future and she's asking why I was upset at that time... could you ask her to approach me about it? I wasn't in the proper form to speak to her about it then.
[ For some reason, right now, he felt a little nervous. He wondered, a little, what could happen, if Killia had pulled away and looked up at him. The demon's words very much struck a chord within him, and he was tempted to close that gap in the form of physical affection.
So now, he was entirely glad that Killia had clung to him now, so he didn't see the redness that came to his cheeks. ]
Ah... Killia, by the way, thank you for what you've said. It's really--that's important for me to hear it, especially from my most important person here.
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Date: 2017-02-20 07:47 pm (UTC)I'll tell her. [ He shifts a bit, realizing now just how close he was holding the other man. He didn't want to make him uncomfortable, but he did like holding him so he compromises in the middle somewhere relaxing his hold a bit.]
Don't mention it I- [ As weird as it is, though he's realized it himself it's different to say so aloud.] I feel the same.
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Date: 2017-02-20 09:43 pm (UTC)Good, good... Killia, can you look at me?
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Date: 2017-02-20 09:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2017-02-21 02:38 am (UTC)[ He'll smile softly and leans forward to press their noses and rub them together if he's allowed to with a laugh. ]
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Date: 2017-02-21 03:11 am (UTC)Am I supposed to do something back? [ Because when someone hugs you, he knows that you're supposed to hug them back. But when someone nuzzles your nose....???]
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Date: 2017-02-21 02:38 pm (UTC)[ That's honestly really cute... he is always happy to fluster Killia, honestly. ]
You're really quite adorable. I was curious to see if you'd do it too, though.
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Date: 2017-02-21 04:10 pm (UTC)Oh, sorry. [ So he is supposed to do it back so then--he nuzzles the other man's nose but is more enthusiastic about it because he feels embarassed for not knowing what to do before. He is also not the best at this so he kinda winds up just nuzzling Mikazuki's face in general from his nose, to his cheeks and lips.]
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Date: 2017-02-22 12:59 am (UTC)Killia, haha-- you're really the best. This is one of the reasons why I love you so much, hahaha...
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Date: 2017-02-22 05:19 am (UTC)He doesn't know what he's doing, and every thought in his head is telling him he shouldn't have let it get this far. But he feels warm inside, and even though it's entirely selfish, it's much too late to turn back. For now he just wants to hold onto this feeling for as long as he can.
It's as he snaps back to the present that he hears that phrase, it's one he's heard before actually. But it sounds so different now, it feels so different. He doesn't know how to respond, doesn't even know if he could get out a word if he tried. So instead of trying to say anything, he just closes his eyes and leans against the other man's forehead, a faint blush on his cheeks.]
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Date: 2017-02-23 02:22 am (UTC)Ahh, he really did want to kiss him now... ]
... I'm glad we really did meet.
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Date: 2017-02-23 02:54 am (UTC)